pAir oF sHadEs..

went and bought myself a pair of new shades..
yeah~~ i'm lovin it.. it's ESPRIT ET17631.. butterfly shaped~~
absolutely nice.. bought it as a nice little treat for me after "working hard" for the last few months..
wakaka.. happy happy... although it brought a hole to my purse... it's really worth it.. ;)

mY giFt fOr u...

my birthday gift for u..

a stainless steel ring.. studded with crystals...

it came as a pair.. one for u and one for me...

carved inside is "Mei Sze & Sing Ean 4ever"...

i hope u get the meaning behind it..

it's made of stainless steel -- i hope nothing will ever stain our friendship..

"Mei Sze & Sing Ean 4ever" -- isn't it obvious enough?

the crystals -- i hope the both of us will have a bright and interesting future.. let us shine wherever we are~~

hope u like it...

hAppY bDay MeiSze ~~*

20th May... my best friend--MeiSze's birthday... really great to be able to celebrate it with u..

i can't believe that we've known each other for that long..

let's see.. was it since we were 4 years old? or 3 years old? that's about 17 to 16 years of friendship!!

i guess i'm just to comfortable having you around as my best friend, i felt really down when u first went out to penang to do your A-levels..

it was like a part of me left me behind..

but i'm glad that this 2 years didn't make us grow apart..

u're still my best friend and u'll always be...

remember running around in the school playground when we were in kindergaten? the time i went to your house on your 5th birthday?

remember being in the same class in standard 1? the 1st time we tried to play clarinet together in standard 4?

remember how we hoped to get a place to perform when we 1st joined NanHwa Band? the memories we had together in band? in class? in Spain?

remember the times that we quarrelled and wouldn't talk to each other? there's always been a teeny weeny bit of rivalry between us... haha.. what can i say.. that's what that makes us improve.. haha.. a little bit of sisterly jealousy won't hurt right?

i wanna say thanks for beng my friend and accepting me as who i am...

may our friendship will never end..

Happy Birthday Memories my dear.. i hope u had a nice one..

although i didn't do much.. but it's really nice to see u and hang out together again..

maybe we'll see more of each other if i go study in KL?

who knows.. we'll just have to see...

Confused.. Pointless..

lately i found out that i'm really really confused..
it's like my life has lost its meaning..
i have no motivation.. no plans.. no target..
i feel like... like i'm walking around everyday.. pointlessly..
with no directions.. doing the same thing.. following the same routine..
maybe it's because most of my friends have already found their dreams and have already found paths towards their dreams...
but what about me? to be honest.. i'm afraid.. that i'll be the one left behind.. sometimes i even doubt myself..
am i doing the right thing.. am i really really certain that this is what i want? is this where my future lies?

hmm... i really have to get my life back..
better start planning something to do..
no more day-dreaming.. no more pointless thoughts.. no more wasted time..
time to change a new leaf and get a move on...
i'll fill up my schedule.. and get more things done..
gambatte~~ don't give up!!

don't u just hate STREAMYX??

so damn pissed off with streamyx...
their efficiency is like so so so so... poor... useless.. irresponsible...
as the malays say "tak boleh harap langsung~!!"

okay.. here goes...
30th April.. i was jumping for joy to welcome my baby--my own laptop... finally~~ yay!!
but then... i was like a suddenly splash of cold water to my face when our "reliable" STREAMYX went dead...
at 1st i thought i was the stupid maintanance what-so-ever that like happens occasionally..
then... 1 week.. 10 days... 2 weeks... day by day we called the STREAMYX people.. they said
they are fixing the cable.. then they said dunno what's wrong.. then said it's the modem's problem...
finally.. they came today and spent like the whole morning trying to prove that my modem's broken... and then they left me with a cheap modem saying that everything's fixed..
i was really fuming... later, i tried connecting my old modem back.. and guess what.. it works perfectly well...
these STREAMYX guys are really... really... i can't even find a suitable word to describe them...
anyway.. finally i get to online once again.. what a relief..