bYe bYe.. mY wOrkiNg dAys~~

said goodbye to my workplace for the last 6 months yesterday..

can't believe it myself.. i've been working at Billion Sri Manjung for 6 months!!

people who knew me had been suprised to find me working there.. i wonder why? who cares..

let's see.. ever since i finished my STPMs.. about after band passing out.. i've been working there..

i started as CREMO ice-cream promoter.. with a partner.. my friend-- ChowKong.. working life then was kinda fun.. because i had him as company... plus Anna + Catty + JingSheng + Chester(ChoonKeat).. it was like one big party... missed the time we used to hang out guys... *hugs*

ok.. then i became KING'S ice-cream promoter in February.. oh my god.. it was a really tiring experience.. talk about draining all my energy... having to work for 10hrs+ per day... it was really a nightmare! working Full shift everyday.. tiring tiring tiring.. plus.. back then.. Teddy--ChowKong didn't continue as King's promoter.. i had to look after the stall alone... poor me... that month.. bad experience.. forget it.. forget it...

then i became REX (Cinta) promoter.. hmm.. life was easy.. sampling.. promote product.. it was kinda fun... haha.. i remember going to the 3rd floor few times a day with our miss Anna... fill in our water bottles, going to toilet.. that's our way of getting a change of scenery.. back then, we had plenty of company from the others.. Mr Ooi, Ah Mei jiejie, DutchLady--LeeYing, YeeShien, Putra, Aneka, Jasmine, Marina... haha.. i love having u guys around..

before i knew it, it was time for catty, anna and ah sheng to go further their studies.. hmm.. after u guys went, i became lonely....... just kidding, i still miss u guys, but the others kept me company. life became busy again, because i became AYAMADU promoter.. having to pack the fresh chicken everyday made me busy. phew... i can never be able to get rid of the smell of chicken blood on my hands, even though i kept washing my hands.. eww.... imagine having to pack the different chicken parts nicely onto a polystyrene tray.. gizzard, liver, bishop, rib, keel, wing, drumstick, carcass, thigh, fillet... not to forget.. the whole chickens.. they really gave me a hard time.. having needed to wrestle them out of the fridge to pack them...

i used to hang around at the sink to help the fruits department people pack their fruits.. that's because Ibu used to let feed us helpers.. with pieces of fruit~~

miss everyone of u guys at Billion.. promoter, staff, clerks, guards.. wish all of u happy working... must miss me ya~~ i'll remember everything that i've been through there... memories

AYAMADU display..

fresh chicken & parts display...

stAy stRonG... my brother...

sent my younger brother to Kolej Matrikulasi Perak (KMPK) today..

even though i already knew that he was accepted since the 22 May, it's still hard to say goodbye..

it's only logic that we'd have to part to go further our own studies sooner or later..

seeing him getting into KMPK was a real relief, at least he doesn't need to go through form6..

as i did myself..

chances of him getting into IPTA now is almost certain..

that's the best thing for him..

got up at 5++ am today.. and loaded his luggage and stuff into the car..

travelled about 1++ hours.. stopped for breakfast in Gopeng town..

seeing him "lapor diri" at 8.30am.. then helping him clean up and set up his things..

it seems like a nice school altogether.. and i really hope he'll settle down and have a nice time there...

until today.. only i realized faking cheerfulness is really hard..

having to wave goodbye cheerfully at him..

and finally breaking down after he went back into his dormitory...

tears flowed from mine and mum's eyes as we drove home..

i really do miss him... i hope he does well there...

it will be hard to be alone in an all new and unfamiliar place..

stay confident...

stay strong...

stay happy...

pAir oF sHadEs..

went and bought myself a pair of new shades..
yeah~~ i'm lovin it.. it's ESPRIT ET17631.. butterfly shaped~~
absolutely nice.. bought it as a nice little treat for me after "working hard" for the last few months..
wakaka.. happy happy... although it brought a hole to my purse... it's really worth it.. ;)

mY giFt fOr u...

my birthday gift for u..

a stainless steel ring.. studded with crystals...

it came as a pair.. one for u and one for me...

carved inside is "Mei Sze & Sing Ean 4ever"...

i hope u get the meaning behind it..

it's made of stainless steel -- i hope nothing will ever stain our friendship..

"Mei Sze & Sing Ean 4ever" -- isn't it obvious enough?

the crystals -- i hope the both of us will have a bright and interesting future.. let us shine wherever we are~~

hope u like it...

hAppY bDay MeiSze ~~*

20th May... my best friend--MeiSze's birthday... really great to be able to celebrate it with u..

i can't believe that we've known each other for that long..

let's see.. was it since we were 4 years old? or 3 years old? that's about 17 to 16 years of friendship!!

i guess i'm just to comfortable having you around as my best friend, i felt really down when u first went out to penang to do your A-levels..

it was like a part of me left me behind..

but i'm glad that this 2 years didn't make us grow apart..

u're still my best friend and u'll always be...

remember running around in the school playground when we were in kindergaten? the time i went to your house on your 5th birthday?

remember being in the same class in standard 1? the 1st time we tried to play clarinet together in standard 4?

remember how we hoped to get a place to perform when we 1st joined NanHwa Band? the memories we had together in band? in class? in Spain?

remember the times that we quarrelled and wouldn't talk to each other? there's always been a teeny weeny bit of rivalry between us... haha.. what can i say.. that's what that makes us improve.. haha.. a little bit of sisterly jealousy won't hurt right?

i wanna say thanks for beng my friend and accepting me as who i am...

may our friendship will never end..

Happy Birthday Memories my dear.. i hope u had a nice one..

although i didn't do much.. but it's really nice to see u and hang out together again..

maybe we'll see more of each other if i go study in KL?

who knows.. we'll just have to see...

Confused.. Pointless..

lately i found out that i'm really really confused..
it's like my life has lost its meaning..
i have no motivation.. no plans.. no target..
i feel like... like i'm walking around everyday.. pointlessly..
with no directions.. doing the same thing.. following the same routine..
maybe it's because most of my friends have already found their dreams and have already found paths towards their dreams...
but what about me? to be honest.. i'm afraid.. that i'll be the one left behind.. sometimes i even doubt myself..
am i doing the right thing.. am i really really certain that this is what i want? is this where my future lies?

hmm... i really have to get my life back..
better start planning something to do..
no more day-dreaming.. no more pointless thoughts.. no more wasted time..
time to change a new leaf and get a move on...
i'll fill up my schedule.. and get more things done..
gambatte~~ don't give up!!

don't u just hate STREAMYX??

so damn pissed off with streamyx...
their efficiency is like so so so so... poor... useless.. irresponsible...
as the malays say "tak boleh harap langsung~!!"

okay.. here goes...
30th April.. i was jumping for joy to welcome my baby--my own laptop... finally~~ yay!!
but then... i was like a suddenly splash of cold water to my face when our "reliable" STREAMYX went dead...
at 1st i thought i was the stupid maintanance what-so-ever that like happens occasionally..
then... 1 week.. 10 days... 2 weeks... day by day we called the STREAMYX people.. they said
they are fixing the cable.. then they said dunno what's wrong.. then said it's the modem's problem...
finally.. they came today and spent like the whole morning trying to prove that my modem's broken... and then they left me with a cheap modem saying that everything's fixed..
i was really fuming... later, i tried connecting my old modem back.. and guess what.. it works perfectly well...
these STREAMYX guys are really... really... i can't even find a suitable word to describe them...
anyway.. finally i get to online once again.. what a relief..