Confused.. Pointless..

lately i found out that i'm really really confused..
it's like my life has lost its meaning..
i have no motivation.. no plans.. no target..
i feel like... like i'm walking around everyday.. pointlessly..
with no directions.. doing the same thing.. following the same routine..
maybe it's because most of my friends have already found their dreams and have already found paths towards their dreams...
but what about me? to be honest.. i'm afraid.. that i'll be the one left behind.. sometimes i even doubt myself..
am i doing the right thing.. am i really really certain that this is what i want? is this where my future lies?

hmm... i really have to get my life back..
better start planning something to do..
no more day-dreaming.. no more pointless thoughts.. no more wasted time..
time to change a new leaf and get a move on...
i'll fill up my schedule.. and get more things done..
gambatte~~ don't give up!!