stAy stRonG... my brother...

sent my younger brother to Kolej Matrikulasi Perak (KMPK) today..

even though i already knew that he was accepted since the 22 May, it's still hard to say goodbye..

it's only logic that we'd have to part to go further our own studies sooner or later..

seeing him getting into KMPK was a real relief, at least he doesn't need to go through form6..

as i did myself..

chances of him getting into IPTA now is almost certain..

that's the best thing for him..

got up at 5++ am today.. and loaded his luggage and stuff into the car..

travelled about 1++ hours.. stopped for breakfast in Gopeng town..

seeing him "lapor diri" at 8.30am.. then helping him clean up and set up his things..

it seems like a nice school altogether.. and i really hope he'll settle down and have a nice time there...

until today.. only i realized faking cheerfulness is really hard..

having to wave goodbye cheerfully at him..

and finally breaking down after he went back into his dormitory...

tears flowed from mine and mum's eyes as we drove home..

i really do miss him... i hope he does well there...

it will be hard to be alone in an all new and unfamiliar place..

stay confident...

stay strong...

stay happy...