got a new hair cut~~

guess what.. i finally went, and got myself a haircut..

well.. not really like a new style all together.. coz.. basically, i've just gone and had my fringe cut..
can't say that i'm really very happy about it.. maybe i just need time getting used to it..
i'm like, "it looks okay.. i can accept that.." but it still feels kinda weird.. so.. here's how it looks like..















































i look like a kid~~~!!!

PC Fair 2008~~

went to the PC fair in DEWAN MERDEKA, manjung today..
basically, not a lot of stuff to check out, it's like a whole lot of people packed in a small hall, mostly in a state of confusion, dunno what to look at, wandering around without any direction at all. the whole surrounding was pretty hectic, speakers blarring heavy bass music from an audio system stall, promoters and salespersons handing out flyers to everyone passing by, shouting out their products' specs and price.. phew, it was really so so so...

actually i went there to check out the color of DELL's Inspiron series.. kinda interested in getting a red color laptop.. my favourite color!! i was deciding between red or white.. to my disappointment, there wasn't any on display.. haih... anyway, i heard from my friend later that the red color was kinda dull shade and don't stand out at all.. so i decided to go with the white one.. yeah yeah~~ waiting for my laptop... wonder when it'll be delivered.. i'm so so so excited...

oh ya.. i saw a really funny sight.. there was a stall, it was owned by a sitiawan computer centre i think.. anyway, the guy was holding a huge poster that said " ORANG SITIAWAN, BELI DARI KEDAI SITIAWAN" or something like that.. poor guy, his hands must really ache by the end of the day, from holding that stupid looking poster above his head for a whole day.. oh ya.. i remembered that computer shop's name.. it's CITY A1... haih.. really embarassing.. because, that poster was really amateurish and stupid looking...

well, finally, we bought a 4gb pendrive and multitask printer, plus a pair of earphones for my mp4..

Versions Of My Younger Self~

i suddenly had this urge to look through my old pictures.. my younger self..


my childhood memories came flooding into my mind..

looking at my kindergaten class picture, i found a lot of familar faces.. there are even some people that i've even forgotten that i'd been in the same class with them before..
remember running around in the school playground, picking dried acorns from under the trees and having "acorn-wars" each recess.. chasing around, aiming the little seeds at the "enemy" team.. remember, we used to claim the round holes set in the middle of the slide as our territory, and won't let kids from the other class come in. we had to run out of the classroom every recess to beat the other kids from getting there first..
remembered the time that i celebrated my birthday in school. it was real fun, i remember being really happy and proud when everyone sang "Happy Birthday" and ate my birthday cake.. we used to look forward for childrens' day each year, that's when we can be as naughty as can be and the teachers won't scold us, besides, we get to have titbits on that day too..
oh ya.. i even remembered that there was a time.. a snake was found in one of the bushes and kids from the other class killed it, poor snake, it was hit repeatedly and one by one by those kids.. using branches and rocks, those kids really crushed it, tortured it, till it barely looked like a snake when they finished with it.. phew.. who knew kids can be that violent..



anyway, here's some pictures of my younger self... kinda cute, even if i do say so myself...
















me.. 3 months old~~ my daddy trying his best to make me smile...



















me.. 1 years old... really love this picture~~














1 years old++ and i'm already enjoying my favourite durian!!


















nearly 2 years old.. at lumut waterfront~~ that place really changed a lot...


















singing my heart out~~ 2 years old.. and i already love to sing..














my best friend's 5th years old birthday party..
yes.. we've been best friends for more than 15 years now...

notice everyones' hairstyle.. it must have been the most "in" hairstyle then...


















me and my brother.. i was 6 and he was 3..


















7 years old... in genting..

Once Upon a Time..

finally, i gave in... after all the encouragement from my beloved friends, i finally decided to start this blog, something to record my thoughts, my feelings, me memories...

so, enjoy...

i decided to dedicate this 1st post, to.. myself...



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Once upon a time, about 20 years ago...



7th January,1988.. 1.05am. a cute and plump baby girl was born.. "look at her.. black hair, fair skin.. isn't she cute?" the nurse said to the mummy.. (okay.. maybe i imagined tis part.. but who cares...)

This little baby girl later grew up.. and became... me...



i'm really a totally average person, average height, kinda plump, average lifestyle, average grades... sometimes its very depressing.. i mean, i'm the kind of person that people liked, but never really remembered. let's just say that i'm not really the kind of people that has a personality that shines above others, or a person who's able to hold people's atttention...
but nevermind, at least i'm pleased with my life now.. (well.. okay, i'd be better off if i was prettier, slimmer and more interesting..) still, i'm grateful of what i have.. seriously...
this young lady (me of course) likes red, blue and white.. favorite past time: hanging out with friends, playing the guitar, reading, singing, DIY, surfing the net, watching movies.. the thing that tops my "MOST HATED" list would be boredom.. i cannot stand boredom, never never never...


the best thing that ever happened to me is gotta be the fact that i decided to join the band.. i still remembered that night...

it was an evening mid-december 1998, my dad got an invitation for the annual passing-out ceremony of a local secondary school band. being curious, i tagged along.. i couldn't remember what were the songs that were performed that night, but i remember being completely mesmerized by the music. as i sat there, in that hall, i made up my mind, i vowed to be part of that family, i.. wanna join band...

this decision was one of the most important decision in my life... it made me who i am now... it is and will always be a part of me.. i believe those who joined the band would surely agree with me.. there, i got to know a bunch of really nice friends: meisze, swenyin, shulan, john, seowyan, pheiszee, kongboon, chowkong, tekloong, weixing, beetong, justin, leeyee, wenwen, david... i just wanna say thanks for being my friends, and i really appreciate u guys for letting me be a part of your life..
remember all the silly things we did together? the time we went to spain for the MURCIA SPRING FESTIVAL? how we cried for joy when we finally got into the top 3 in the national marching band competition in 2004? or the effort and energy we put in everytime before a performance? remember the slogan "energy.. spirit.. teamwork"? the memories that i have in band just keeps flowing out..

i'm kinda like a lone person, i don't deny it.. expressing myself freely was never something that i could do very well.. sometimes, i really wonder, what is it that makes me so. maybe i just don't feel like sharing my feelings with everyone, or maybe it's just my self-defense action. why is it so hard for me to just be me? people have expectations.. most of the time, i'm really worried that i can't step up to their expectations.. and it's kinda tiring trying to be what everyone thinks i am.. to be honest, i'm really cared a lot about other's opinion of me.. maybe that's what that makes me feel so insecure.. really hope that one day.. i'll be able to live my own life.. my way.. express myself.. and just be myself...

now this baby girl that was born 20 years ago have already left secondary school, 20 years have passed that she have gone through 20 years of good times and bad times.. i just wanna say that for the next 20 years.. 20 years after the next.. and all the 20 years to come... i'm looking forward to whatever that's coming next...