2.6.08

hMmm.... noW wHat....?

i'm kinda being in a *lazy+blurry* mode..
stayed up till 3 or 4 am this morning finishing my sales report for F. Y. Sales..
i was actually planning to go watch their band practice this morning.. but guess what.. when i opened my eyes.. it was already 9.15am.. SHIT!! i promised PheiSzee that i'll be there by 7.30am.. zzzzz... sorry ya.. i'll try to be on time next time..

anyway.. couldn't make it to their practice this morning.. so i stayed at home.. doing practically nothing but staring at the wall.. i guess i'm catching an illness call-- "too-free-nothing-to-do syndrome.." gotta really find myself something to focus on.. something to fill up my extra free time..
then my phone rang... it was my salesman.. my company wanted my EPF. no... something that i definitely don't have! very good then.. i went to the KWSP branch in Manjung.. which actually a block away from Billion.. what a coincidence.. got myself a KWSP membership and went to Billion to pass my report+punch card to Ah Mei Jiejie.. she'll help me pass it to the driver... probably on wednesday..
went around Billion to find some friends.. chat around.. walk around.. look around.. which makes me feel that i'm wasting my time doing nothing beneficial or meaningful.. again..

okay.. then i went to see their band practice at 6.00pm..
finally... something that actually means a lot to me.. the 1st thing i saw was Ah Boon.. teaching in the middle of the marching field.. hey.. u actually start to have a "marching band coach" feel, u know..
enough.. enough of the crap.. the band looks better... as they say, "practice makes perfect" that's just proved it.. but i have to add.. "practicing the *CORRECT* way.. makes it even more effective" the formation now looks more in shape... and the whole feel and impact is more focused now..
really glad and happy to see their improvement.. i had been a bit worried about them earlier.. with this enthusiasm and spirit.. i'm begining to see our shadows in them.. they're really trying their best.. and i think they're really doing fine..

but then.. there's still some negative vibes that i've sensed between the members.. misunderstandings.. jealousy.. mistrust.. rivalry.. i do hope that they can straighten things out soon.. u guys must remember... all of u have the same goal.. same dream.. focus on it.. and don't let your indifferences tear you all apart.. as a team.. u guys shine~! never let simple things dim the teamwork spirit that lies in you.. it is common for people to have different opinions, different ways of handling things.. not everyone is perfect.. we must learn to accept others' opinion and to work together.. never be too self-centered or do anything that'll sabotage the team's teamwork spirit.. someday.. u'll know.. that being in the same team... is really an experience that's hard to get.. among the 6,641,114,625 people on earth.. you were lucky enough to get to know each other and be in the same team.. cherish this chance and make the best of it.. u'll never regret it when u remember the memories that u've once had together...


3 comments:

Më| §zë said...

i get the same bad vibes from the members too...
some of the older members have complained to me d... about the team...
sien lo... last time we were not like this also...
when are you gonna start classes? got your offer d?

~* [STARR] *~ said...

but they're really looking better now.. so i guess they'll work things out.. eventually

hmm.. still waiting.. i'm supposed to know the outcome of the uni application by the 3rd week of june.. so.. till then, i'll just hang around the bandroom and stay at home..

♥ Leng said...

hey babe!!
found u! ^^
get a chatbox!!
hahaha